accountability

There are a few relationships in my life that I always seem to be in conflict with.  I care deeply for these individuals, but it always feels as though there is a breach or we're clashing heads.  The energy I experience around them is they expect life to be or look a certain way; whatever I do, it's never good enough; I always feel like I am doing something wrong; and most of all, it's not safe or okay to be who I am.

I'll be honest, I've had moments where I've contemplated eliminating these people from my life because of the frustration, anger and hurt I felt.  I believed that would be the answer to my problem.  But. . .

I opened my heart to learn lessons that keep reappearing in my life.  Lesson one: I am accountable for my feelings, emotions, reactions, how I choose to interact with humanity, choices and even the things that just happen to me.  Lesson two: I know my spirit influences and affects each individual I interact with; and I am accountable for the energy I bring in their space.

When I choose to be hurt, angry or blame I am creating limitations that confine and hinder my relationships and myself.  I ask God and the Light to assist me in releasing my pain so that there is space for more love, forgiveness and healing.

Namaste