My thinking unhappy thoughts leads to me feeling unhappy. My feeling unhappy leads to unhappy attitude. My miserable, not so good, unhappy attitude leads to me being unhappy. My being = unhappy girl.
I am blaming part of my unhappiness on my current job. I strongly dislike my job and I am miserable. I believe it's important to enjoy where I work and be surrounded by positive things. I believe that being in a good and happy environment does wonderful things for my health. I've had no desire to be there from day one and because of that I haven't put much effort into my actual job. I love the massage part of it, but everything else I am very negative towards. My negativity is effecting me as a person, it's effecting my thoughts, effecting my attitude about getting another job, effecting the massage I give and effecting my confidence as an individual. I realized that I am being negative and pessimistic about where I work, I'm afraid of getting another massage job and that I won't enjoy giving massage. This makes me so sad because I love massage and bodywork.
I haven't been thriving in my work environment, but I am learning to be confident in myself and in places that I am uncomfortable. I am learning that if I wait for the perfect environment to be there I will have missed much opportunity to make a difference. My heart is in the right place and I want to do what God asks me to do, but how can I even be open to what God asks me to do, if I'm negative all the time.
My job is not the perfect environment. It is the perfect opportunity to make a difference and bless those lives around me. Yes, I am going to look for work else where, but I am also going to be happy where I am at, enjoy the work I do and make my environment a better place.
Cheers to creating the perfect opportunity to bless and touch all of God's children who I come in contact with in my life. God bless us everyone!
Namaste
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